After completing my last entry, I felt as I clicked "publish post" the gun was fired, and I was on something similar to The Amazing Race. My heart was beating fast, juiced with excitement, knowing the beautiful mystery of my life was ahead, I had a dream of a surprising affair with a long time friend James, whom I had never been attracted to, never mind had feelings for. He was amazing in bed, the warm touch of his body against mine lit a fire so powerful and aggressive. My adrenaline pumped so fast, I had energy and strength and uncontrollable desire to fulfill my every need.
Unfortunately, this pleasing scenario ended as my alarm reminded me that it was now time to join the real world. I was now ready to make my dream a reality, and promptly made plans with my friend for later on this week. Will it happen? Probably not, but I haven't seen him in a while, so we're past due to hang out.
My day was not as exciting as the Amazing Race, much to my dismay. It became very similar to every other day I'd had before. Some small talk with Tom via texting while I was in class. Dealing with Tom's strange, bipolar-like behavior, as I somehow became his enemy, then love of his life again, all in one day, also via text messaging. My plans to go mingle with a friend at a Brooklyn bar were foiled by schoolwork that had been left to the last minute. Just a 'Blah' kind of day.
I have high hopes for tomorrow. Not only because I will be going to a party on the upper east side, but also because the possibility of James showing up still looms in the air. I love surprises!
I'll share a little song that Tom shared with me today. It was his 'no words' apology for telling me to "fuck myself" and "get help", both very un-warranted statements. Do I accept an apology that is unsaid, just translated through lyrics? No, but I thank him for introducing me to a nice sounding song with beautiful lyrics, and showing me that he is definitely more pathetic than I have ever been.
"Warning Signs" by Coldplay
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Thanks so much for your visit to my blog and your kind note :) Have a wonderful week and check back soon! Elisa :)
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